Art of life by YOSHIKI ART OF LIFE 

 
      Desert Rose
      Why do you live alone
      If you are sad
      I'll make you leave this life
      Are you white, blue oder bloody red
      All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand
      The winds of time
      You knock me to the ground
      I'm dying of thirst
      I wanna run away
      I don't know how to set me free to live
      My mind cries out feeling pain
      I've been roaming to find myself
      How long have I been feeling endless hurt
      Falling down, rain flows into my heart
      In the pain I'm waiting for you
      Can't go back
      No place to go back to
      Life is lost, Flowers fall
      If it's all dreams
      Now wake me up
      If it's all real
      Just kill me
      I'm making the wall inside my heart
      I don't wanna let my emotions get out
      It scares me to look at the world
      Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
      I tried to drown my past in grey
      I never wanna feel more pain
      Ran away from you without saying any words
      What I don't wanna lose is love
      Through my eyes
      Time goes by like tears
      My emotion's losing the color of life
      Kill my heart
      Release all my pain
      I'm shouting out loud
      Insanity takes hold over me
      Turning away from the wall
      Nothing I can see
      The scream deep inside
      reflecting another person in my heart
      He calls me from within
      "All existence you see before you
      must be wiped out:
      Dream, Reality, Memories and Yourself"
      I begin to lose control of myself
      My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
      Nobody can stop my turning to madness
      No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
      Why do you wanna raise these walls
      I don't know the meaning of hatred
      My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
      I only want to hold your love
      Stab the dolls filled with hate
      Wash yourself with their blood
      Drive into the raging current of time
      Swing your murderous weapon into the belly
      "the earth"
      Shout and start creating confusion
      Shed your blood for pleasure
      And what? for love?
      What am I supposed to do?
      I believe in the madness called "Now"
      Past and future prison my heart
      Time is blind
      But I wanna trace my love
      on the wall of time, over pain in my heart
      Art of life
      Insane blade stabbing dreams
      Try to break all truth now
      But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
      Cannot start to live, Cannot end my life
      Keep on crying
      Close my eyes
      Time breathes I can hear
      All love and sadness
      melt in my heart
      Dry my tears
      Wipe my bloody face 
      I wanna feel me living my life
      outside my walls
      You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
      You're painting your heart with your blood
      You can't say "No"
      Only turning the wheel of time
      with a rope around your neck
      You build a wall of morality and take a breath
      from between the bricks
      You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
      You're trying to commit suicide
      You're satisfied with your prologue
      Now you're painting your first chapter black
      You are putting the scraps of life together
      and trying to make an asylum for yourself
      You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
      and
      You are trying to kill me
      I believe in the madness called "Now"
      Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
      Wanna live
      Can't let my heart kill myself
      Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
      Art of life
      I try to stop myself
      But my heart goes to destroy the truth
      Tell me why
      I want the meaning of my life
      Do I try to live, Do I try to love
      in my dream
      I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
      I just wanna let my emotions get out
      Nobody can stop
      I'm running to freedom
      No matter how you try to hold me in your world
      Like a doll carried by the flow of time
      I sacrificed the present moment for the future
      I was in chains of memory half-blinded
      Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams
      Close my eyes
      Rose breathes I can hear
      All love and sadness melt in my heart
      Dry my tears
      Wipe my bloody face
      I wanna feel me living my life
      outside my mind
      Dreams can make me mad
      I can't leave my dream
      I can't stop myself
      Don't know what I am
      What lies are truth?
      What truths are lies?
      I believe in the madness calle "Now"
      Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
      Wanna to live
      Can't let my heart kill myself
      But my heart goes to destroy the truth
      Tell me why
      I want the meaning of my life
      Do I try to live, Do I try to love
      Art of life
      An Eternal Bleeding heart
      You never wanna breathe your last
      Wanna live
      Can't let my heart kill myself
      Still I'm feeling for
      A Rose is breathing love
      in my life